How Are You Coping With This? Riding The Waves Of The Solar Dance

When I was looking out of my living room window today admiring the interesting formation of the clouds, the Sun shining through, the rays of Sun, little did I know that in a few hours I would learn that one of my son's favorite teachers had passed away. She was 61 years old. I was surprised by my own reaction to this - by the fact that I cried, right there at the parent meeting tonight. It was so unexpected. I can blame it on the Moon, the Sun and on everything. When it comes to my clients I am always so strong, I feel like I understand life, life and death and all that comes with it. But it only takes one thing and you feel like you don't understand it at all. When I got home from the meeting I shared the sad news with my son and my husband. My son was sad, very sad but he told me something very interesting - mom I just don't cry when people die anymore. He has never experienced death really - other than our adopted dog that my son knew since he was a baby. During those day he was happy with a simple answer - all dogs to heaven and they can eat all the food they want there. My husband on the other hand said - well, she just is in another place now, she needed to go to that place, she has done all she was supposed to do here and now she has moved on. That answer surprised me too, since it was clearly what I believe but I guess I do not want to believe when it comes to a situation like this - when I loose someone who I think was wonderful, who was my family, my friend, my teacher and so on. So when I look at the picture I took form my window I do see our friend, our teacher. I see her and I think of her.

Anyway, this has been an interesting day and a week. How are you all riding the waves of the great solar dance of the skies?